I Have A Lot To Say

I think my capitalization may not be correct above, but oh well. I literally have so much to say right now that I might explode. The problem is, most of this stuff is too confidential to say on the WWW. Especially since I know some people in particular read my blog.

Let's start with the lighter things. My best friend in the entire world had another surgery today. They went in and put a shunt in. Her surgeon was a little behind but she finally got sent back. After about 3 1/2 hours she was out! Everything went really well. She was awake and in very little pain afterwards. I can't tell you how happy that makes me. She texted me for a little while and then told me she was going to catch some sleep. I don't blame her!

I went shopping today. I had a great time! I went looking for a "baseball tee." I never found one. I guess you could say I wasn't looking that hard. I ended up buying a pretty cute dress at American Eagle.

Also, have you ever known someone for a pretty good while and then suddenly realize you don't know them at all? It's like a slap in the face. You wonder if you were the one just not noticing things or if the other person is just truly that messed up. Like is it really an issue or is it just for attention? Sorry that I am being so vague. I really wanted to talk about this but didn't know how to without making it super obvious.

On a different note, there is this huge storm that has been coming and going the whole night. If you know me at all, you know that I absolutely HATE storms. They make me uncomfortable and nervous. I don't like feeling unsafe and vulnerable. I'm ready for it to go away so I can attempt to get some sleep.

Usually, this blog makes me feel better, tonight it just made me feel worse. It got me thinking WAY too much.

One last thing, the people of Rowan County lost a very special person today. Jonah King was an amazing person. He will be forever missed. I still can't believe he is really gone. I keep replaying the last few times I saw him over and over in my head. You really never realize how important someone is to you until you've lost them. I can't help but wonder if this storm has anything to do with him. I know that is silly, but it's how I feel. RIP Jonah. You are Forever Young <3